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"Bending down at life's crossroads..."



The hottest love has the coldest end…(”,) "Never regret anything that once made you smile and never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about..."



Updated: 2017-07-08T15:50:23.026-07:00

 



Goodbye

2010-07-21T12:34:50.379-07:00

Goodbye, My friend (Spice Girls)
Listen little child there will come a day
when you will be able, able to say, never mind the pain,
all the aggravation, you know there's a better way
for you and me to be
Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Fly like an angel heaven sent to me
Goodbye my friend, (I know your going searching although I can still feel ya here)
It's not the end, (You gotta keep it strong before the pains turn into fears)
So glad we made it, time will never change it no no no no no no no
Just a little love, Big imagination,
Never let no one take it away,
Went into the world (into the world)
What a revelation, She found there's a better way for you and me to be
Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Find out for certain
love is gonna be there for you, You'll always be someone's baby
Goodbye my friend, (I know your going searching although I can still feel ya here)
It's not the end, (You gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fears)
So glad we made it, time will never change it no no no No no no no
You know its time to say goodbyeNo no no no
The times when we would play about,
The way we used to scream and shout,
We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way
Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Find out for certain love is gonna be there for you,
You'll always be someone's baby
Goodbye my friend, (I know your going searching although I can still feel ya here)
It's not the end, (You gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fears)
So glad we made it, time will never never ever change it No no no no
You know it's time to say goodbye No no no no
And don't forget you can rely No no no no
You know it's to say goodbye,
And don't forget on me you can rely No no no no
I will help you help you on your way No no no no
I will help you everyday No no no no
  • Back in my teenage years, we used to pretend to be the spice girls, we sang and dance at our classroom secretly, we do our concerts while cleaning the room after our class is over, we we're all happy and had high hopes for a better life ahead of us... we we're crazy! during those years, all i could think of was how lucky i am to have great friends who believed that i can sing and dance despite my lack of self-confidence! as i look back now, i can smile with pride and joy! even though we are now all apart, deep in me, i still cherish the friendship we created back in opal sensation years...it was one of the best years of my life!! =)
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my love style

2010-07-21T12:08:42.300-07:00

Someone once told me:
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love?!
"You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love."

Well, apparently she's right. I fall in love so quickly, commit myself unconditionally and isolate myself from other people just to be with the person i love...i know i sound crazy and stupid but that's me! I always give my all, spare nothing for myself, so that when the day comes that we are fated to be apart, I'll never regret my doings =)
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Lost Friendship

2009-08-09T00:02:27.992-07:00

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For weeks now, I had lost one friend, I considered her as one of the best friends I've had however it all changed with one word she uttered. She once told me, "daghan pa ko'g problema para problemahon pa tika". Well, I guess I'm so sensitive and immature to get rid of her in my life but her words hurt me, though our fight was just a silly kid-like misunderstanding, she spoke out words that were nasty and upsetting. For weeks, we haven't talk and I can tell that she moved on and no longer needed me in her life. I feel that our friendship doesn't mean anything to her but for me it means a lot, I treasured them so much and cared about them a lot but I guess, I'm nothing to her. So I think It's gonna be goodbye for now... I just wished her happiness and I know she's happy with everything that's happening. I wanna try to keep in touch with her but the pain still lingers.

I now wonder, what are real friends supposed to be?

Once I needed their comfort but I found no consolation from them. Once, I need their shoulders to cry on but I ended up weeping on my own, feeling left all alone. I grieved, I cried, I surrendered, I broke down yet my friends didn't catch me before I fall and in the end, I learned to stand and move on without them.

But am I happy now?! The truth is, i still needed my friends and want to be with them but if they don't need me, should I force myself into their lives?!

I only wanted to have true friends who could see through my soul, who could reach out to me, who could read my pains before I could speak them out, who could be there for me no matter what and consider me as part of their life. Is that too much?!

Now, I'm still hurting but if they have moved on, then I should too!!!

Maybe it's goodbye for now....

Goodbye
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Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.
by: Rosebud
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God's Rainbow

2009-07-18T09:11:51.105-07:00

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My life's journey have been in the bumpiest road ever...I'm in control of everything I do, I'm vague and pathetic...For days, I've cried oceans for incomprehensible reasons and doubted for someone to rescue me in my miseries. I tried to walk out of this troubled world but fate keeps pulling me back, I guess there's a good purpose. This day, I found this poem hanging on the wall at my workplace, it's a simple post with a deep meaning, by then I found myself clinging back to reality that God is giving me rainbow for my rainy days but I frequently get soaked for I never surrendered myself to him....


"God Gives You a Rainbow for every Rainy day"
by: Kelly Wolfe

Often it is through the most difficult days of our lives
that we come to know ourselves and what is truly most
important to us. No matter how sad you may feel at times,
be confident that hope will awaken with you tomorrow.

Faith and Courage reach out to you; take hold of them, and
you will find that you will be able to smile again and
truly be happy once more...

How we deal with life is really a matter of personal choice,
so choose to be happy. Find joy in the simplest things, and
see beauty in each person you met.

When times are difficult, remind yourself that no pain
comes to you without a purpose... Above all, trust in God's
handcrafted plan that he has made just for you...
Let him love you through life's joyous and painful aspects;
if you do, you will find inner peace and unending joy...

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Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-24T22:07:04.721-07:00

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Finally, Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen has aired and I finally got to watch it. This movie is an action/adventure, science/fiction, fantasy, romance and war film, directed by Michael Bay. It’s a sequel to the 2007 movie “Transformers”. Surely, this movie’s going to be a box office hit despite what critics say. The movie stars Shia LeBeouf, Sam Witwicky, Megan Fox, Miakela Banes, Josh Duhamel, Seargeant Lennox, Matthew Marsden, Isabel Lucas and a lot more.
The movie depicts the true bonding of the Autobots with the humans, how the autobots defended the humans and created a life of trust and friendship. The plot of the movie might berserk and round the bend but the overall film was moving, fascinating, funny and marvelous. The autobot, Optimus Prime is one of my favorite, he’s still the master and savior of all, without him, the sun will no longer rise. Another character I love is Bumblebee, the yellow Camaro autobot is quite hilarious, he made me smile when he cried and its heart-stirring every time he rescues Sam, he’s an amazing friend and protects you by not letting your boyfriend cheat on you. The twins are so cute, silly and amusing. A lot of scenes in the movies will make you laugh and make you tear-eyed too. I don’t give a damn to those who think that this movie suck, we all have opinions and likes, the movie simply brings back the child in me and made me learn some of the cruel lessons in life.
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Sonnet XLIII

2009-07-20T01:29:38.261-07:00

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One of the poems I truly adore is Elizabeth Browning's Sonnet XLIII, it denotes one's confession of true love.

I've been in this world for quite some time now, been in loved, been hurt, been dumped and cried over someone who doesn't deserve it. I declared my love for them just like what this poem denotes, I haved loved him with the breath, smiles and tears of all my life and if my God do really choose him as my destiny, I wanna love him more till the end. Being in love for me is the most amazing feeling in this world but It will only be amazing if you are being loved back....

"Sonnet XLIII"
HOW do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
by: Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Well,to end my desperation in love, I just wanna say someday I simply hope to love and be loved better after death!! x.o.x.o(image)



Personality Test

2009-06-17T10:49:42.013-07:00

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Today, I'm spiritless and I've been flipping through various sites for hours, glad, I found this site "http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx"...
I took one of their personality test and here's my test results:

It says....

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long!


Well.... The test quite deduced my personality, it tells things that surprised me and made me realize that I have those hidden qualities waiting to evolve!! However, I strongly disagree with the test perception of me being "confident" for no matter what I do, no matter what people say, I know deep in me...I am never confident with myself, with my abilities, with everything that I am, it's one thing that someday I should learn and hope to gain! heheheh! nite nite world! mwah...(image)



Happy Birthday

2009-07-23T09:44:19.022-07:00

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Today's my Birthday, another year to celebrate God's gift of Life!! I'm thankful for everything he has given me, my life, my family, and friends!! I owe everything to my creator. Today might not be a good day to celebrate 'coz I'm terribly tired, I celebrated my birthday at work, from 12 am to 7 am, it's quite a distressing day to be happy but I'm trying to work things out and smile!!!

For weeks, I've planned to celebrity this day blissfully with my family and friends, to have a nice vacation somewhere I could find solace and happiness however due to unforeseen circumstances, everything I planned changed. I never thought I would spend my birthday at work for I have already requested a day off on my day but because some people just don't like me to be happy, my plans got ruined!!

Despite this, I tried to lift up my spirits and erased in my memory the pain caused by other people's selfishness, I continued to live and spend everything right because I believe my God has a purpose for giving me this challenge.

Today, on this beautiful day, on my birthday I am thankful for my life... I didn't sleep and went for a nice outdoor get-away with my family at Pizarro Resort, it was a peaceful place to bond with my soul, I spend the day with nature, swim and eat like it's my last day on earth! thankfully, I felt fulfilled and I'm glad that my friend bloggers greeted me too!!

And Here's a beautiful birthday poem engraved in my nephew's birthday present to me:

Beautiful Happy Birthday

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
There's so many things, I just want to say.
You inspire many, with your thoughts and actions,
We're all so grateful, for your calm reactions.

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
You've always been there, when we needed you to stay.
Kindness and thoughtfulness is your forte,
Our love for you, we wish to convey.

Happy birthday on this beautiful day,
We wish you the best, without any delay.
Hope you enjoy it, from beginning till end,
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Jesus take the wheel

2009-06-14T09:29:59.292-07:00

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I'm still alive and kicking, don't know where I got my strength and hope to continue living... I'm trying to decipher everything that's been happening, trying to comprehend my life's purpose. For now, I'm getting quite my inspiration from Carrie Underwood's song "Jesus Take the Wheel"... Take care world! mwah!(image)



Thoughts of a Suicidal

2009-06-04T03:42:52.551-07:00

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What's the worth of living when you're always living in pain?

These past few days, I've been through a lot...endured all kinds of pain. I tried to wipe it all out through crying but it seems useless, everything still hurts and keeps hurting. I love my life, I love everything that I am and everything that I have but there's no sense in living.
They say I'm always happy, I look happy, I look okay and that I am good at what I do but they don't realize that Damn! I'm just a good actress...pretending my life is fine! I'm just tired of struggling, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling but inside I'm truly dying.
I think I'm not gonna last long, I presume my life's gonna end soon no matter what it takes...I fear my God but I mostly fear to continue living...
If that day comes that I'll finally give in, I just want to be remembered as someone who gave her life for others, who helped people brighten up their days but even I couldn't brighten up my own.

Now Signing off!!! take care world!!! *mwah*
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Interesting Blog Award

2009-06-04T03:40:18.761-07:00

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Today, My Blog friend, Schizoshrink gave me a special award, the "Interesting Blog Award"... I feel privileged to be given such an amazing award...Thank you so much!!!

As a gratitude to everyone who keeps visiting my site, I'd like to pass on this award to my co-bloggers,friends and followers... feel free to grab this award!!!

Thank you!!! *mwah*
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Twilight Saga: New Moon

2009-06-02T09:21:31.384-07:00

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New Moon - the sequel to the hit movie "Twilight", it is said to air on November 2009. New Moon is about losing one's true love and finding comfort, friendship and love with someone else. Further, New Moon epitomize the darkest phase of Bella Swan's existence.
Many critics may say the Twilight Saga is another fantasy movie about to lose it's dignity however,no matter what, for me, the movie/the book simply narrates the hopes and dreams of a girl...how girls wanted to find a man worth loving for, how we badly
aim to be loved unconditionally and eternally!!!

Have fun watching the Official New Moon Trailer...


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Time for Forgiveness?

2009-05-31T02:57:11.476-07:00

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Presently, I'm still anguishing in pain. I can't find the strength to forgive and forget everything that has been unjustifiably done to me. I know my reactions were exaggerated however beyond the bounds of my sanity, I can't still unravel the mistakes enacted by the antagonist in my life.

For now, I'm remunerating on this passage to help me get over my laughable misery!

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8


I desire that someday, on my birthday, I could find solace, peace, happiness, true love and a blessed life!!! *cease the day*
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My Hostile Heart

2009-05-31T02:57:28.458-07:00

"What would you feel when someone bruised you and tormented you into pieces?! What would you do when someone caused you so much suffering that you wish you were never born?! would you ever want to live or rather die?"(image)

This were the torturous, excruciating, harrowing ideas meddling on my mind today. Someone caused me so much pain this day and it feels like I can never forgive that person. Today, the devil had driven my patience to the extremes...my heart is now full of anguish towards the devil. For years, I submissively followed her rules, avoided any arguments, refrained from causing any commotion that might ruined everything but finally she elicit another mistake and it has driven me to the extremes now.... some people laugh about it, some people tell me it's passable and might be happening for a reason but i wonder, what reason might that be?!

The devil finally broke me into pieces...last year, she did this to me however, I gained the passion to forgive her and understand the situation but this time, I just couldn't understand it anymore...I've been good to her, I've been her weakling puppy-staff, followed everything she wanted, said yes to all her orders but what do I get?! even a day of rest for my birthday, she couldn't even grant, she's so mean, she even scheduled me on a graveyard shift on the day of my supposedly happy birthday!!! how could I forgive a person like her?! tell me...I guess, I'm just so emotional, childish and overly dramatic but my mind tells me that what she did was wrong, my heart tells me that I'm hurting and it's hard to understand everything!!!

(image) All I wanted is to be happy on my day, all I wanted was to rest from all the hardships in my work, in my life...all i wanted was to be at peace but now all my plans are ruined...I guess, I just have to sleep all day long on my day after working on a graveyard shift, I'll just be dreaming of the blissful things that should have happened or might have happened....

What a chaotic life it has been... I tried to calm myself down, cried it all out, prayed for it to changed but for now, I'm still trying to mend my heart and understand everything that is and will be happening in my deranged life!!

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Angels and Demons

2009-05-24T10:46:43.134-07:00

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Recently, I watched the film "Angels and Demons"... one of the best novels by Dan Brown. It's a breathtaking film/novel....it's pulse-pounding, intriguing, suspenseful, and very imaginative. The movie itself is very entertaining for me despite what some critics commented, the movie hasn't showed the precise story in the book and had deleted a lot of pertinent information. However, the message relayed in the movie still impinged on me, even got teary-eyed in some parts of the movie. For me, everything about the movie is admirable, luring and unearthing!!
Other critics flap that the movie tests your faith and might changed everything you believe in however, the movie did test my faith... it proved that my faith in my creator remained perpetual!! *wink*(image)



Come What May

2009-05-31T02:57:43.854-07:00

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This is one of my favorite songs and movie...

Come What May... I will love you till my dying day!!! *wink*(image)



I'm yours

2009-05-31T02:57:59.936-07:00

I've found this video from you tube, and it really struck me...dunno why...but i guess it's because I'm hurting, I'm longing and I'm confused!!

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(image) For years now, I've been watching Ghost Whisperer, got so addicted with the series that I totally believed that it's possible that spirits may stay earth bound forever as long as they wish to and as long as they want to be with the one they love. Ghost Whisperer made me believe in true love, the relationship depicted by Mel and Jim is so amazing and true, their love is unconditional and really persisted till life after death.
For me, their love encompasses everything that I've dreamed of, everything that i hoped for, everything that I couldn't have..maybe that's why I've been so emotional and attached with this video and this movie..for it has everything I crave for......pure LOVE!!
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Mother's Day

2009-05-10T11:22:40.988-07:00

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Mother’s day is a holiday to celebrate and honor the mothers. We are all greatly influenced by our mothers; we get our source of inspiration throughout our lives from our mothers, who sacrificed their lives for our happiness and life. A mother can be defined in a lot of ways, but merely these words are enough to depict what they truly are: mothers are love, kindness, forgiveness, sacrifice, care, compassion, tears, faith, loyalty and never-ending passion. Being a mom is living and dying for her children.
Here are among the best descriptions/quotes of what composes a “Mother”
- “A mother's love is instinctual, unconditional, and forever.”- unknown
- “Mother is the bank where we deposit all our hurts and worries.” – unknown
- “A mother loves her children even when they least deserve to be loved.”- Kate Samperi
- “Mother is the one we count on for the things that matter most of all.” - Katherine Butler Hathaway, "The Journals and Letters of the Little Locksmith"
- “A mother understands what a child does not say.” - Jewish proverb
- “Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible.”- Unknown
Knowing this, I’ve recalled one scenario that smacked me; it was when one of my patients died, she’s a mother, when she passed away, her sons were crying and simply said to us, “You’re still lucky for you still have your parents with you, and you should treasure every moment you are with them for they will never be with you forever, you will never know when they’ll be gone so as early as now, you must show them how much they mean to you”
Now, I’ve realized the importance of celebrating mother’s day, it’s cherishing the person who gave life to me, who cared for me and loved me despite of what I am. I made mistakes before, I’ve been a bad daughter and hence it’s true that we will never know the love of our parents until we become parents ourselves. I won’t wait for that day to come for now I’ll start loving each day I am with my mother and father too!!
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This song from the spice girls entitled “MAMA” is one of my favorite songs, I used to sing this all the time during my teenage years, the lyrics depicted a lot of my past encounters with my mom which now inspires me…Love you Mama!! (though I don’t say it aloud)
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Love Bears All Things...

2009-05-04T12:29:31.824-07:00

Love always exists in everything we do, without it, we find it hard to interact with others, and we find it hard to choose the life we desire. In choosing to serve someone, Love is always there, we can’t give up our life for a person without loving him/her. Moreover, In life, there are many challenges and pain that comes in our way. We try to fight it, run from it, hide from it and some just go for it but despite this entire thing, we end up living the real essence of life despite every storm for the reason that “Love conquers all”Thereby, what is Love?As quoted, Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker. Further, Love is the greatest emotion of all, the wonderful thing created by God, the most expensive thing on heaven and earth. Love is the choice to do what is best for another person. Love is friendship. Love understands shares and forgives; it is loyalty through good and bad. Love settles for less than perfection and concedes human weaknesses. Love is caring, patient and kind, love doesn’t expect anything, it knows when to put pride aside, it is unconditional, giving and selfless. Love isn’t egotistical, it’s not arrogant and domineering, Love doesn’t insist in its own way. Love is an undying devotion; it is yearning to be physically and emotionally intimate. Love is believing, sharing, dreaming, inspiring, forgiving, understanding, caring and adoring. Love is Honesty. Love is supporting but not overbearing. Love is faithful and loyal. Love is not breathlessness, it is not pleasure, and it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same. In the end, Love endures all, hopes all and bears all. How do we know its love?True Love exist when the aspects of caring, respect, acceptance, forgiving and trust is present. Love can’t be true when a person doesn’t respect the other. We can’t love if we can’t accept the mistakes of the other, and love his or her imperfections. If you love someone, you choose to be patient with them (be very slow to get angry with them), you choose to treat them well. There are times when choosing to love someone comes at great cost. If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back they’d never ask you to. You feel love, when you have to sacrifice something: time, money, energy, sometimes the greatest cost will be giving up your own life so that someone else can live and despite all this, you are happy and contented, you do not seek anything in return. When it really cost you something to persevere in a relationship or to help someone, it becomes the real test to find out if you truly love the person. If you bail out, guess what, you have just proved that you love yourself more than the person who needs your help. If you do what is best for the other person even though it is hard or costly for you…you have discovered real love, a love that you choose to exercise regardless how you feel. [...]



The Kiss

2009-05-31T02:58:15.015-07:00

For me, Love is the greatest emotion on earth and when you are in love, you do the most absurd thing you could never imagine you are capable of and no matter how it all ended, you remain happy and complacent!
Years ago, My man sent me a letter containing this poem:

(image) "There is danger in kissing a stranger. Yes, I know it and you know it. But my darling, in spite of the danger, I will do it for you, I would never be happy unless I had the chance of kissing you because I know your lips were intended for me. Such a thing could be, there is danger in kissing, my darling but only when love is not true. I love you, my beloved, so there is no danger and I will do it for you,"

Reading his letter made me laugh for the content of the poem was so cute and tempting. I was trying to decipher what he meant by his letter and guess what, just read the poem again and you'll know what happened next……......
well, I fell in love and became happy till this day!!! mwah!! (hehehehe!*wink*)
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For the One Who Shares My Life

2009-05-04T12:44:26.860-07:00

For more than a decade now, I've been sharing my life with my man, longing to last the relationship forever. We've been through the ups and downs in life, clinging on to our love despite the temptations and devils around. Our love started as young as we are, ,(image) though a lot of people describe it as puppy love, we managed to transform it into real love..(hahaha)...
As I scanned through our memoirs I've realized how wonderful our life has become through the years..Among the letters he sent, one of the hallmark cards he gave me has this nice poem, and I treasured it for years now and made it one of our vows....

"Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one...
I believe with all my heart that we were meant to be together...,(image)

That I am a better person because of you..
Who I am can never again be totally separate from who you are...
We have become one in ways I can't explain in ways I can't fully understand
in ways that nothing can change...
We are one from now until forever--
United by the special love we share."(image)



Captivated..Smittened...Blog!!

2009-04-30T10:31:13.597-07:00

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This Blog Award aims to consecrate the bloggers who truly love blogging and to promote friendship through blogging.
Moreover, this award aspires to:
a.) seek out the reasons why we all love blogging.
b.) Place the award in one post as soon as you receive it.
c.) Don't forget to mention the person who gives you the award.
d.) Answer the award's question by writing the reason why you love blogging.
e.) Tag and distribute the award to as many people as you like.
f.) Don't forget to notify the award receivers and put their links in your post.

This Blog Award was wholeheartedly given to me by a colleague and a friend of mine, Kevin, thanks for tagging me with this nice award! I really appreciate and love it! Thanks again!

When my friend Kessa first introduced me to blogging world, immediately I got interested with it and since the day I started blogging, my life evolved around blogging. One of my reasons for blogging is to express myself, articulate my journey in life and to be part of the world, be with them in their ups and downs! Blogging creates the other side of me.

Hereby, I am passing this award to my blog friends: Tweegy, Jong, Grace, Kessa, Brilliam, Brigitte, Weng, Wani, ^d_mOniC^, Judie, Betchay, Yulia, Andre, HoneyBUZZin, Mama Agan, Ikhsan, Shylukasa. And to everyone who are linked on my site, feel free to grab this award. You deserve this one! Stay HappY!
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"Hash Out"

2009-04-29T11:38:18.382-07:00

Among the letters my cousin sent me during my weekend get-away, she gave me advices to ponder, she told me she got it from poems and famous quotations but no matter where she got it, I still adore her for sending me life lessons to learn....(image)

She hit me with a stone and gave me this advices:
- "Never do something if the risk is greater than the reward", think of what it would cause and cost you before jumping!(image)
- "Life moves fast, but not so fast that you can't slow down to enjoy it" slow down and don't do anything that you'd regret later - leave it to your future when you are in the right age na..
- "You never know when you are making a memory" make the most of your life, "Instead of waiting for life to get better, do something about it", you can't just stand on one corner and wait for luck to come near you!" because "dreaming and doing go hand in hand!"
- "If you can laugh at yourself, you are going to be fine", and "if you allow others to laugh with you, you will be great", being too proud of one's self is not good for a person, it would just bring you down! "Be honest/true to yourself", "Be yourself", "Believe in yourself", and "Be a self to other"
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It makes me giggle and laugh looking back, it's so funny to know that I've been the big bad wolf in my family before but now I am trying to give them the good side me, I just hope they'll be contented for everything I'm trying to do for them... I pray that God be by my side in everything I do, in everything I long to earn for the people who gave me life. Mwah *Wink*
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For your Happiness

2009-04-28T22:06:44.852-07:00

"Love is reading each others thoughts, Love is never forgetting"

As I was cleaning up my closet, I found the letters my cousin gave me when I went for a retreat during my teen years, she gave me a wonderful piece to reflect on, she told me the realities of life. As I was looking at her letters, I came across my past, the past I yearn to forget, as I looked back, I figured out the real me, the person I was before, the person struggling during her teen years and now everything is just a memory, a memory I can share, a past all can learn from. Now, here I am, strong and living, I am a different person now and my past contributed a lot to what I have become.

(image) This was part of the letter my cousin sent me:

"Wonder, to me, is a good place to be. it helps you think, it helps you to see. Life's full of twist and turns will abound, but wonder and insight can guide you around. Explore what you may and fill up your mind, and hold in your heart the mysteries you find. Wonder is only saying you yearn. To know and select the things that you learn, and making a choice in which way you turn. The best path you take will always be right, cause if you were wrong, you can make it right. Each new step you tkae when you listen and hear, will give you more courage and freedom from fear. So wonder, my friend, rid of your doubt, and you will rejoice with how you turn out. And though you may fall and struggle too, know that I've been there and will always love you!"

Thank you 'cuz, for all the memories, for all the laughter and tears, thank you for loving me despite my behaviors before... We will always be sisters till the end, no matter who we are now!!! mwah!!!
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5 Facts About Me

2009-04-28T10:18:58.879-07:00

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Today, I received a wonderful tagged from a wondrous friend of mine, Ate Weng.
Rules:
1. Post these rules on your blog.
2. Share 5 facts about yourself.
3. Tag 5 people at the end of your post by leaving their name as well as links to their blogs.
4. Link the person who tagged you.
5. Leave a comment for each blogger.

5 Facts about me:

1. I am a sensitive gal, I take life too serious, I am emotional, a crybaby, and a loner.
2. I am scared of the dark, i hate turning the lights off when sleeping coz i feel like I see "the others" around me. 3. I love movies, scary-suspense movies, i love romantic films and I often daydream. 4. I love to eat - mostly chocolates, cakes, ice cream, and my mami mercy's sisig but I hate vegies!! 5. I am in love and hope to be in love forever!!!

Thanks Ate Weng for this badge, now I gladly pass this tag to my pretty nice friends: Tweegy, ^d_mOniC^, benchiegrace, kessa, Brigitte, judie, lara, amy, brilliam, sir jong and to everyone else out there! Take care(image)