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The Elfgirl's Lair

Anything in an elfgirl's life.

Updated: 2014-10-01T00:15:18.271-07:00


There and back again....


allowfullscreen="true" src="" frameborder="0" height="315" width="560">   src="" allowfullscreen frameborder="0" height="417" width="500">       Dedicated to the ones who always put me down. Down and down so low i can taste the ground with my tounge. You know who you are.       "Not Afraid"   [Chorus:] I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid) To take a stand (to take a stand) Everybody (everybody) Come take my hand (come take my hand) We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just lettin you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road (same road)   [Intro (during Chorus):] Yeah, it's been a ride I guess I had to, go to that place, to get to this one Now some of you, might still be in that place If you're trying to get out, just follow me I'll get you there   You could try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em Cause ain't no way I'ma let you stop me from causin mayhem When I say I'ma do somethin I do it, I don't give a damn what you think, I'm doin this for me, so fuck the world Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if it thinks it's stoppin me I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony No if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he From "Infinite" down to the last "Relapse" album he's still shittin, whether he's on salary paid hourly Until he bows out or he shits his bowels out of him Whichever comes first, for better or worse He's married to the game, like a fuck you for Christmas His gift is a curse, forget the Earth, he's got the urge to pull his dick from the dirt, and fuck the whole universe   [Chorus]   Okay quit playing with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap You said you was king, you lied through your teeth, for that Fuck your feelings, instead of gettin crowned you're gettin capped And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact Let's be honest, that last "Relapse" CD was ehhh Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground Relax, I ain't goin back to that now All I'm tryin to say is get back, click-clack, blaow Cause I ain't playin around It's a game called circle and I don't know how, I'm way too up to back down But I think I'm still tryin to figure this crap out Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't, this fuckin black cloud still follows, me around but it's time to exorcise these demons These motherfuckers are doin jumpin jacks now!   [Chorus]   And I just can't keep living this way So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground I've had enough, now I'm so fed up Time to put my life back together right now! (now)   It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally for you, so I could come back a brand new me you helped see me through And don't even realize what you did, believe me you I been through the ringer, but they could do little to the middle finger I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of my world, haters can make like bees with no stingers and drop dead, no more beef flingers No more drama from now on, I promise to focus solely on handlin my responsibilities as a father So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof, like my daughters and raise it, you couldn't lift a single shingle on it! Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club or the corner pub, and lift the whole liquor counter up Cause I'm raising the bar I'd shoot for the moon but I'm too busy gazin at stars I feel amazing and I'm   [Chorus]   Posted v[...]

World's Tiniest Chameleon Discovered


A species of chameleon small enough to easily perch on a match head has been discovered on a tiny island off Madagascar, a group of scientists has announced. In addition to the discovery ofBrookesia micra, now the tiniest chameleon ever discovered, the researchers also announced the discovery of three additional tinychameleon species.   Adult males of the B. micraspecies grow to only just over a half-inch (16 millimeters) from nose to bottom, making them one of the smallest vertebrates ever found on Earth. From nose to tail, adults of both sexes grow to only 1 inch (30 mm) in length.   Lead researcher Frank Glaw said the team already had experience finding tiny lizards in Madagascar, "but it was also good luck." The team searched for the tiny lizards under the cover of darkness, using headlamps and flashlights to seek out the sleeping chameleons. All four species are active during the day, and at night climb up into the branches to sleep. But for such tiny critters, "up into the branches" means a mere 4 inches (10 centimeters) off the ground, Glaw told OurAmazingPlanet, so finding them is no easy task. However, once spotted, the tiny lizards aren't tough to catch, Glaw said. "They are sleeping and you can just pick them up. It's like picking a strawberry, so it's easy," Glaw said. "They do not move at all at night." The team of scientists found the tiny reptiles in Madagascar's wild northern regions during expeditions between 2003 and 2007. For three of the species, "we immediately identified them as new species," said Glaw, a veteran herpetologist and curator at the Museum of Natural History in Munich. "In general, these tiny chameleons are so small that it's really hard to see the small differences with the naked eye," he said. The researchers warn that at least two of the newly-discovered chameleon species are extremely threatened because of habitat loss and deforestation in Madagascar.   Glaw, who has been going to Madagascar to research its ever-expanding list of amphibians and reptiles for a quarter century, said that B. micra may represent the limit of miniaturization possible for a vertebrate with complex eyes, but said it's impossible to know for sure since each time scientists have proclaimed the discovery of the tiniest one yet, another, tinier species appears. "Maybe there's a potential for a smaller species," Glaw said. Another group of researchers recently announced the discovery of the world's smallest frog species in Papua New Guinea. The scientists also declared it the world's smallest vertebrate, but others contend that a species of angler fish is the smallest vertebrate yet discovered on Earth. Glaw is planning another expedition to the region of Madagascar in November. "I'm sure there are many surprises awaiting discovery," he said.     ps - awwwww isn't he the cutest? ^_^   Posted via email from fieza's posterous [...]



I wrote my first blog since the last 2 years. Been away for so long. Here's what i wrote.

I will be certainly happy to receive reedbacks, comments, critics, anything on the blog. Share me your thoughts about it. I would like to know. :) 


Thank you very much, guys. I miss you a lot. :)


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2012....the all new ladyfieza?


2012. If i'm not mistaken, last few years were very ironic and funny years. Everyone's babbling and debating about how the world will end in 2012. Some say a meteor will come crashing on Earth, as how a huge meteorite crashed on Earth like a thousand million billion years ago. Some say it'll just end like that, with a snap of a finger. Movie makers started gushing out their ideas and of coz, mullas (which means money of coz) to create scenes that might happen when the 2012 disaster arrive. Like the movie 2012? I'm not a big fan of the movie much, but... eeehhhhhh... u know.... so-so. But i'm glad the puppy in that movie is safe and sound. If he drowns in that ship, i will curse the director. Forgive me, i'm an animal lover. 2012. The girl whose name is Ladyfieza has awaken. And she is in a different realm. A realm of motherhood. To think that she now has a small princess to take care of....her own flesh and blood. Such a gift from Allah is to be loved and pampered. She is after all, my precious...... (with the gollum slang there, mind you). I am very thankful to be married to Dicky Ishkandar. We have our ups and downs, yes. We met wwaaaayyyyy before. Since the first time i spoke to him, to ask him about his health. Hahahhahah it was cool. We laughed, we cried, we joked, we argued together. We broke off, we came back, we clased, we came back. And finally, we came back for good. God is Great. Alhamdulillah. We're very happy together, with Little Adawiyah. Although i admit, at this very moment, we're having a little trouble, but heck...that will never put us down. InsyaAllah, things will be alright. We're doing okay. :) 2012. Did you know that i have not touched my pens, pencils and papers since i got married and little Adawiyah came along? Right, 2 years! *nods* and what happens when i want to start drawing The Cavaliers? Right, my hands are kind of stiff! *shakes head in despair* I miss my arts, i miss my characters ; the Cavaliers, so bad. I created them since i was in high school, and i'm attached to them ever since. They're my babies. I miss them so much. I need to start back drawing. I gotta! Their adventures hangs by a thread. So many things happened, bad, worse, worst. I made my art career go down in jeopardy. Just because of my laziness, chronic procrastinating and of course, low self-esteem. I admit, I was not confident with myself before. I get edgy when everyone else managed to publish their work, and not me. I guess part of me tries too hard to be that person in her dreams ; a well-respected comic book artist. I would like to start drawing again. I miss my friends too. Jennifer, Jim Main, John Lambert, Wally Lowe, doc Boucher, Sam.... and more. I miss a lot of people. Another reason i'm a little late in coming back is because I am afraid so much that my friends will not like me any more. that my friends will think that i am nothing but a loser. Yes, i admit it again. And i'm being frank now. Now i just want to fix my life again, my art life. My hobby, my career. I wish that my friends will give me that second chance. I've been knocked down a lot of times, but i will come back again. Will you guys give me a second chance? 2012. I am going to look for a job now. Yup. I have a kid and a family to take care now. "With great power comes great responsibility." Heard that before? It's Spidey of course. I think i do have great power. It's within me. And the responsibility is too much to bear. With great power, comes great responsibility. You're so damn right, Pete. I will try my best to show my quality, myself. My husband told me that. "Show them your quality." Sorry for yapping and babbling. It's been 2 years since i last babble in a blog. Hahaha. :D The good old days..... :) [...]

Caricature Stint @ Summit USJ


Aaahhhh yes.... It's been like what.... ages since i last updated my blog? very scary indeed. But yes... lots of things happened while i was gone. I got married, i have a kid, i've been procrastinating as usual..... hahahahhaha same old, same old. But Alhamdulillah, after 5 months of giving birth to sweet lil Rabiatul Adawiyah (or little wonder woman), I got an offer from Gary, my bro's friend. A 3 day caricature stint at Summit USJ. It's been awhile since i drew anything so me and my hubby journeyed on to the place on the 18th of Dec to start caricaturing. My fingers were a little stiff, due to the lack of 'wriggling' my fingers (means i haven't been drawing for like...... 9 plus 5....14 months?), so i had a little difficulties. With a few drawings, i managed to loosen up my fingers, Alhamdulillah. :D

Here are some of the pics that my hubby took. He's been a real sport. I owe him a lot. :-p






More pics on the way................... ^_^

My 'kids'


I wish that i can be okay and ready to face the music again. I present to you The Cavaliers.

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A Day In The Life of Ladyfieza


I'm back. :) See and download the full gallery on posterous Posted via email from fieza's posterous [...]

Chase! Pin up


(image) (c) Main Enterprise/John Lambert

I help colored this piece. Neat, eh? :)

Random pictures



Little Girl Sick


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An apple a day keeps the doctor away.

That never happened to me.

This is the second time this month that i have been ill. I was succumbed to the highest fever of my life last Tuesday. And that was after i nearly thought i had the H1N1 flu before. All of a sudden when i got up in the morning, i was burning, couldn't barely move, weak and invulnerable. No one didn't bother to check how hot i was. Standing a few inches from me was enough to know that i was extremely burning. Didn't go to work for 4 days and didn't eat for 4 days. I guess i lost 2 kilos by then.

It's kind of irritating when you keep getting sick and sick over again. Is it because of my cats at home? I don't think so.

My comic projects and my illustration projects are held back because i can't look around without tears streaming from my eyes, and i'm not even crying. I'm that hot!

Today i'm glad that i have recovered a little. Although i am still coughing away, and my voice is deeper than Darth Vader's (eat your heart out, Anakin!)

And yes, there's work to be done! First, i need to write to Jim. :p

Missing in action....


OMG! Some alien took control of me and i have been solitary for weeks! This is bad! What has happened? Oh woe is me!


I had a few issues here and there and it kinda dragged me away from the computer, also means that i owe Jim and gang an apology.

nyuk nyuk nyuk!

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How i feel when i lost my job...


(image) ... and 'friends' make you feel even more degraded than ever before with their 'sharp' remarks.

Oh brother I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done

So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk

So it's like Jason is trying to console his little brother Jordan when Jord asked those questions.

Original bookmark sketches


Cavaliers in chibi form

Cavaliers in present form




Cute Chibi Jules


This happens to be my favorite bookmark. ^_^

Cavaliers bookmarks


I made Cavaliers bookmarks recently. I was thinking of selling it as part of merchandising. I'll snap a pic of it later to show you how it looks like. ^_^

Supergirl colored by me


Did this for Comic Fan #5. Jim Main provided the artwork and i colored it. Whoopee. ^_^

Syemstar performing at Anugerah Pekomik 2009


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My good friend Syemstar doing his usual caricature beat-boxing stint.

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Pekomik Awards and Illustrator Gathering 2009 at PWTC


I'm glad the International Book Fair 2009 at PWTC is over. Been really busy and been running here and there helping around with the errands and the chores. It's been fun, i met new friends, familiar faces and hyperactive kids. Didn't get a chance to check out the books though because well, been running up and down creating havoc and being panicky all over. LOL XD! Anyway, I get a chance to present the awards to the winners of the Comic Awards 2009. So i get to go back and forth on stage and meet the winners and pass them their trophies and certs. Whoopee. Met up with my hero, Nora Abdullah and seriously, i actually cried when i held her hand. Since i met her last year, her works and her aspiration gives me the motivation to keep moving on in the comics world. After all, she's Malaysia's first female comic artist. Thanx for the great comics, Nora! You inspired me to the level where i feel so humble at your presence. The awards went well but it's also kind of controversial. Some people are not really satisfied with the results, and because of that not much people came by for the Illustrator's Gathering the next day. Only 12 people showed up. But we still had a good time discussing the woes of illustrators and stuff. I think smaller crowds are easier to control. I'm happy to say that next month i'll be moving forward by giving workshops and talks (still need to curb my stage fright) to school kids across Selangor. I think i like working like this. It beats being in the office 9 to 6. See and download the full gallery on posterous Posted via email from fieza's posterous [...]

PWTC's stint and i froze


I've been given a chance by MBBY (Malaysian Board on Books for Young People) to do a short presentation and talk on how to break into the US comic industry at Putra World Trade Center (PWTC). This was the 2nd time i'm presenting in front of the crowd. First was at a school.

I thought everything would be okay. I had prepared some texts and some visual aids. The crowd were getting bigger and bigger. I realized i was biting my nails. Then the session started. I was going to be the next after this guy present his talk on how to write novels.

Then my time came. I froze.

I started panicking and i fumbled through my texts. I was saying things that i didn't write, i didn't prepare. The crowd kept looking at me. I was terribly terrified.

Then the questions and answers session. A few questions i could answer, but came the time bomb question. I couldn't answer it, but i tried every possible way. I felt very awful already and i told the other presenter to go on.

I hid in the toilet for half an hour.

Then when i came by, most of my friends rushed to me and gave me support. I felt pretty okay after that.

Later in the evening my friend told me that i was on tv. Wow, i must have been very excited to hear that. I guess it's worthwhile after all.

So the next workshop will be next month. I hope this time i can curb my stage fright.

Another Blaze?


I must have been crazy because i've been drawing this character over and over again. I may have a crush on him. Which is not surprising really. LOL XD!

Sketch - who the Blazes is he...


That's right, it's Blaze Jadenston! =p

Another sketchie



Head profiles of the main characters.

Sketch again, this time Jules and Elik



Just playing around with Elik and Jules. Oh by the way, they're the same person. :p