Published: Sun, 25 Sep 2016 00:48:08 +0000
Wed, 04 Mar 2009 09:35:26 +0000Dear Eva, I want to be the first to wish you a happy birthday! I am happy for you, you have been the best imaginary best friend a guy could have LOL. Think you have patiently listened to me bitch and moan for the past seven years. I want you to know that I am not really that jealous that you have a boyfriend like I used to be crazy, I am glad that you are happy. Really I care about you as much as person could for someone over the internet. I think I might go back to Hawaii, acupunture shcool is my dream! we'll see I change my mind every two seconds.
Tue, 17 Feb 2009 22:35:37 +0000Hey Eva, Los here. I am doing alot better since last time I wrote on this website. I still have alot of fears, but they are melting, alot of that I credit to the fellowship I have found in AA and therapy. I realize I am really angry about alot of things, but I think I have my reasons. I have decided to move out and try to find an apartment with a friend in Delaware. Once I have a year sobriety I think I am going to go for an LPN liscense, and one day an RN. My dream is to move to Fort Collins Colorado or Los Angeles. There are two wudang kungfu masters in the US one in Colorado one in LA. Don't really like cities though. ps. do u think u could get rid of this website?
Mon, 10 Nov 2008 00:30:34 +0000Dear Eva, How are u? I watched that video of the paparrazi on your website and was really disgusted. How do you do it? I probably would have a hard time not getting physical with the paparrazi if they invaded my space like that. I really wish you could let me know if me writing these messages is intrusive to you like that or if you like hearing from like a an old friend. It's kind of hard for me not to feel crazy writing these messages without any feedback. I am going thru a tremendous growth, it's kind of raw, and I am letting my friends get to know me like maybe I have never before, I feel very transparent. My sponsor tells me the thing I need to work on the most is trusting people. I know that is true. I am confronting my issues head on, and I am not running but sometimes I cannot help but shake. Still I am moving forward. I do have a lot of admiration for you. I really wish you would get involved with even more chartiable works, like the fields of Elysium. Why not try your hands at running a non-profit acting camp for disabled kids? Whatever floats your boat. Maybe you do, do that kind of thing, but I don't read about that kind of thing on your websites. And don't worry about growing older and getting plastic surgery, you are still the hottest woman on the planet. Alot of my friends say that too.
Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:03:33 +0000Dear Eva, Are you sure u never want to meet me? I have grown up quite a bit. I pretty much am the same person who has been writing you all this time.
Sat, 25 Oct 2008 03:04:25 +0000Just wanted to say I decided to stick with school despite my social phobias. Feels good to challenge my fears.
Fri, 17 Oct 2008 05:29:53 +0000Hello Eva, I hope u are well. I am a little distraught, though I am handling my stuff alot better, I am stronger. I am distraught because I am not ready for school right now, I do well with the school work, but I have alot of serious social phobias that make school very tough. I go to at least five AA meetings a week and that really helps, I have made some awesome friends in recovery. I am serious with my martial arts and it helps me alot. I really feel like I am growing, I just have a hard time not kicking myslef because I have no career live with my parents and I am going to be thirty the day after Christmas. So when u read this or your people read this do you roll your eyes and say what a pyscho loser? I hope not. I really regret that I was never able to meet you, and make your acquaitance as a freind. As always take care -los
Mon, 25 Aug 2008 04:46:36 +0000Well Eva, I think of u as a friend. So here is something I just wrote. Violence across the globe has reached catastrophic porpitoions. I am not a worldy man, but I do know a little about my own country as a 29 year old man. I have lost family and friends to violence. Everyday when I walk down the street I am wary of the young men walking around my town like roaving thugs. Indeed we live in a culture where the conation of the word thug has been twisted and glorified. Today a young man gets respect for the fear he commands and will do anyting to achieve that respect. I do know that many young man have nothing else. I have been friends with gang members and other men who felt they had nothing else. Maybe that is because that is all they see. Every person has their breaking point. The human spirit was born to thrive and give and take what is necessary not to rape and kill. Evil spreads like weeds fast and weak, it roots are not strong. Evil cannot sustain itself not only does it hurt good but evil in and of itself implodes. It is hard to do what you know is right. I challenge you to stand up and challenge! To fight!
Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:59:37 +0000You are a pretty special person, not as a sex object or model or movie star. But as a human being.
Fri, 22 Aug 2008 02:24:04 +0000Eva, I really question your desire to get plastic surgery when u are older. One; I don't think u need it u are hot, u are hot now and you will be hot when u are sixty. Two; It may sound corny and u may think I am kissing up, but it really is your demeanor that makes u so attractive. Three; If you are thinking about plastic surgery it says to me that u are really stuck on your own shit. I think u need to give more and possibly even suffer more so that you can get out of yourself.
Thu, 14 Aug 2008 04:29:33 +0000Never give up Eva. I always sense from your magazine articles that you sometimes feel weak. Life is always an uphill struggle, but I know with me the more I know myslef the easier it gets. The effort is the same but I believe in myself, that's the difference. There really is no such thing as failing in life, whatever you do God already accepts us as we are. I think with me and possibly with you the hardest part is learning to trust yourself that your intuition is right that you do have alot of power. That's harder acknowlding that you have power, because then you are accountable.