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Always smile, play the game called life, keep your friends close. Always keep to your word and tell people you love them now, so you won't be feeling bad later!



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The most Beautiful Woman!!!

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 18:06:00 +0000

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On Saturday I was envited at my second cousin's wedding. I knew Iva would be the most beautiful bride ever... but when I saw her, my idea of a beautiful woman was totaly shatered. She sets a whole new standard for being beautiful. I'm actually very proud that she is my cousin, and I must say that she is the most beautiful woman I've seen in real life! Her husband is a lucky guy! But you can tell that for yourself...



If I were...whatever (part 2)

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 19:06:00 +0000

(image) Inspired by this guy, my friend! :)
1. If I were a colour, I would be purple- cause of my personality and blue- cause of my strenght

2. If I were a fruit, I would be an apple cause I can be sweet as well as sour

3. If I were an animal, I would be a golden retriever - because i love these dogs. :)

4. If I were a book, I would be a midium hardcovered book with a very coloufull backs

5. If I were clothes, I would be blue Replicant jeans ;)

6. If I were a jewel, I would be a silver wedding ring

7. If I were a tree, I would be a pine

8. If I were a drink, I would be Abscent

9. If I were an insect, I would be a spider

10. If I were a song, I would be a Christmas caroll

11. If I were a movie, I would be Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter

12. If I were a gift, I would be a flower in a pot :D

13. If I were a town, I would be Rivindel (LOTR - the town of the elves)

14. If I were a month, I would definitely be October

15. If I were a flower, I would be a Lilium

16. If I were an invention, I would be Internet :D:D:D

17. If I were a building, I would be an old, big and round castle

18. If I were an answer, I would be a Yes :D:D :P

19. If I were a word, I would be - "smile" or "optimist"

20. If I were a furniture, I would be a very big, warm and fluffy bed :D :)

21. If I were a language, I would be English


So.... please continue this work into your own blogs... :) find out more about yourself



Third Watch Knowledge...

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 18:45:00 +0000

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Ty Davis: A couple of hundred years ago, they used to tie a cord to your finger in the coffin and it went out to a bell, so if you weren't really dead and you woke up, you just pull the cord and ring the bell. That's where "Saved by the bell" comes from!




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Добре дошли в една Изостанала България...

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 16:45:00 +0000

(image) Знаех, че българите ,малко или много, сме с изостанало мислене и сме тесногръди, но това което видях преди малко до такава степен ме потресе, затова реших да го споделя. В България се организира, за първи път, гей парад. И нетолерантоността на българина отново се обади.В отговор на тази страхотна идея, Българския Народен Съюз (БНС) организира седмица за нетолерантност срещу хомосексуализма под мотото "Бъди нетолерантен, бъди нормален!". Това е абсолютно не приемливо, аз лично не съм хомосексуалистка, но приемам хората които са избрали този начин на живот и смятам, че те имат правото да отпразнуват начина си на живот! Но това не е което най-силно ме потресе... БНС начело с Боян Расате заявява пред медиите: На 22 юни от БНС начело с Боян Расате поискаха законодателни промени: забрана на всички гей организации у нас, забрана на пропагандата на хомосексуализма и толерирането му от държавата, включително и от медиите (като това условие се включи в Етичния кодекс на журналистите), по-улеснена съдебна процедура срещу хомосексуалисти и педофили. Повечето хомосексуалисти са престъпници, наркомани, алкохолици, носители на тежки заразни болести и извратени, особено мъжете, пише още в нея. Как може почти навсякъде по света да се приема това, а ние да разсърждаваме по темата все едно сме 18 век! Всеки човек има правото да бъде различен, да отстоява правата си и да не се страхува от държавата само заради избора си на партньор. На къде сме тръгнали? Води се, че се развиваме и че сме европейци, но всички продължаваме да мислим все едно еволюцията никога не ни е достигнала! Ако хомосексуалистите направят нещо срещу БНС с удоволствие ще участвам и се надявам широкоскроените хора също да дадат подкрепата си. Истината е, че всички тези хора с по-различен избор са нечии деца и повечето от родителите им не разбират децата си. Това е и причината поради която Боян Расате така усилено се бори срещу гей парада, но родителите нетрявба толкова строго да съдят децата си. Независимо от избора им или от начина им на живот те са ваши деца и вие трябва да ги подкрепяте и обичате! Дайте шанс на различното! Както се казваше в един филм: "We're just different. People are always afraid of what's different!" Хора, не се страхувайте от различното, това че е различно не означава че е лошо. Просто е различно! Много се надявам, че парада ще се състои, защото иначе си затвърдяваме името на изоставаща държава и то по още един параграф.



A beautiful wake up...

Sat, 10 May 2008 21:52:00 +0000

It was early in the morning, and my phone rang – it was the alarm clock. And for the first time in a few days I didn’t switch it off  No I actually listened to the song and like everytime I listen to it – it made me smile  (Citizen Cope – Son’s gonna rise in a mile) If I had to choose from all the songs I love I think this one is my favourite! It has been since…forever and I just love that song! I’m really happy this day started with a smile… who knows what will happen… with the plans I have for tonight – we’ll just wait and see!  Now I’m off to the south park for my morning cross….soo see you sooner than last time. 



LP - Given Up

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 15:07:00 +0000




Why...

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 06:51:00 +0000

Why am I in this place... why are there so many people and I feel all alone...??? Ne znam, smao znam 4e kogato 4ovek ima hilqdi hora okolo sebe si toi pak moje da se 4ustva samoten, dori pesni4kata po - nadolu ne mi pomaga, vupreki 4e tova e edna ot malkoto pesni koito mogat da me nakarat da se usmihna i da sgreqt surceto mi... Istinata e 4e se 4ustvam sama, 4ustvam se po skoro samotna, znam 4e na pove4eto hora moje i da im e po samotno, az vse pak jiveq sus semeistvoto si i malko ili mnogo mi e po leko, no na momenti e dori po trudno, ne moga da ostana sama sus sebe si, moga samo da se opitam...I try to sink into the music, may be it will help me, may be not... we'll see :) all i know is that i'll be okay...



Tal Bachman - Aeroplane

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 06:46:00 +0000





Jalka kartinka...

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 18:07:00 +0000

(image) Nai - jalkiq i tup kliukarski grad na toq svqt e 4erven brqg... toi grada si e mn gubav i ne e vinoven 4e takiva ... "hora" jiveqt v nego! Tupoto e 4e vi smqtah za priqteli... no kakvo drugo da o4akvam ot hora koito sa po - licemerni ot tova koeto o4akvah ot tqh.. ili pone ot tezi ot koito ne go o4akvah :) nooo kakto i da e, Bog zabavq, no ne zabravq - vuzmezdieto dostiga vsi4ki! No kakvo da vi kaja, moq si e gre6kata i ot sega natatuk 6te znam, kliukarite sa hora koito trqbva da razkaram ot jivota si, i 6te se postaraq!!!

Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care

I feel like a wound, like i got a fuckin'
Gun against my head, you live when i'm dead
But that's none of your business

Whose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it?
Spin it around so i can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz i don't wanna die in this place

Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'm - not - like - you - i - just - fuck - up!

People = shit
People = shit (whatcha gonna do)
People = shit (i'm everything you'll never be)
People = shit

P.S. Kliukarite si se znaqt koi sa... miii ot sega natatuk moje da o4akvate ot men durjanieto koeto ste si zaslujili! Te Slipknot mn dobre sa si go kazali : People=Shit!



Heal the World... \/

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:54:00 +0000

Edin mn blizuk moit priqtel mi napomni za tazi prekrasna pesen, taka 4e specialen pz za vs koito nqkoga sa q 4uvali ili sa 4uvali za michael jackson izob6to :P nadqvam se pone 1 4ovek da e promenil na4ina si na jivot zaradi tazi pesen :) - ako e taka, zna4i ni6to ne e bilo naprazno :) Pz sus neq za Tozi Specialen 4ovek, sus Billy Jean za Martin ( i Sa6o), sus Give in to me za Ev4eto i za Dessi i za sestra mi :) i sus vs ostanali za horata koto haresvat tvor4estvoto na Michael Jackson Michael Jackson - Heal the world spoken: Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better world for our children and our children's children. So that they know it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better place. There's a place in your heart And I know that it is love And this place could be much Brighter than tomorrow. And if you really try You'll find there's no need to cry In this place you'll feel There's no hurt or sorrow. There are ways to get there If you care enough for the living Make a little space, make a better place. Chorus: Heal the world Make it a better place For you and for me and the entire human race There are people dying If you care enough for the living Make a better place for You and for me. If you want to know why There's a love that cannot lie Love is strong It only cares for joyful giving. If we try we shall see In this bliss we cannot feel Fear or dread We stop existing and start living Then it feels that always Love's enough for us growing Make a better world, make a better world. Chorus: Heal the world Make it a better place For you and for me and the entire human race. There are people dying If you care enough for the living Make a better place for You and for me. Bridge: And the dream we would conceived in Will reveal a joyful face And the world we once believed in Will shine again in grace Then why do we keep strangling life Wound this earth, crucify it's soul Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly Be God's glow. We could fly so high Let our spirits never die In my heart I feel You are all my brothers Create a world with no fear Together we'll cry happy tears See the nations turn Their swords into plowshares We could really get there If you cared enough for the living Make a little space to make a better place. Chorus: Heal the world Make it a better place For you and for me and the entire human race There are people dying If you care enough for the living Make a better place for You and for me. Refreain x2You and for me / Make a better place You and for me / Make a better place You and for me / Make a better place You and for me / Heal the world we live in You and for me / Save it for our children You and for me / Heal the world we live in You and for me / Save it for our children You and for me / Heal the world we live in You and for me / Save it for our children You and for me / Heal the world we live in You and for me / Save it for our children P.S. i specialni pozdravi za dvamata pi4a pred NDK, koito tancuvat velikolepno, nadqvam se skoro da se opravi vremeto za da vi vidq pak da tancuvate tolkova dobre :) [...]



Edna poredna ve4er...

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 23:14:00 +0000

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Tova me durji na ruba na ludostta... i me tegli nazad, tazi ve4er :) - 10x





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Mon, 19 Nov 2007 21:20:00 +0000

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Ei taka se 4uvstvam mamka mu... ei tva iskam.....





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Gentleman - Love Chant

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 01:44:00 +0000

(image) Zapo4nah si bloga sus temata Gentleman... i sega produljavam tazi svoq poredna tradiciq...
Chorus: Everything god a command
Yes we a go do it you nuh see life sweet
So we hafi love we hafi chant clean heart a do it
Righteosness we a go seek (repeat)

Verse:God a want peace and love and unity
Happiness is what jah jah want in the community
I see dem a war but that ain't nothing new to me
I have god jah and there is nothing they can do to me
I'll be true to you and you'll be true to me
I give love to you and here is what you can do for me
Love you neighbour tooAs it is said in duteronemy
Love is what jah want and that's the way it gonna be

Chorus (repeat):
Jah nuh want fi see none a him children a struggle
Jah nuh want fi se none a him children ina trouble
Do good now and I say do it on the double
Add a little senserity to the pot and make it bubble
Pack up wickedness and put it one side
The road of corruption nuff dem a ride
Me see she dem run but me know dem can't hide
From the eternal father who is always our
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Moqta Usmivka 4...(VIktor)

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 01:11:00 +0000

(image) Wow.... da se usmihva6.. prekrasno 4uvstvo.. po4ti bqh zabravila kakvo e tova. :) PRedi 2 meseca se sdobih sus o6te eidn priqtel koito e.... nqma dumi koito da opi6at kolko e dobut po du6a, kakuv e sladur, kolko se razbirame i tn i tn :) Blagodarq se samo 4e go poznavam i 4e mi e priqtel :P Tazi ve4er poredniq dulug razgovor dovede do takava gotina euforiq :P napravo.... :P nqmam dumi :) Blagodarq ti Viki 4e vurna usmivkata na moeto lice.. off.... 6okolad... :D:D:D:D
P.S. Nai mn me zaradva fakta, 4e ti su6to se usmihna... :) (sun) (heidy) (dance) (beer) (party) (happy)



WOWWWWWW STANAH NA 19.....

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 15:52:00 +0000

(image) WOW ne moga da povqrvam nai posle :) umiram si or kef :) kvo da vi kaja hora rojdenniq mi den si mi e lubimiq praznik :) i az vs put sum mn 6tastliva na tozi den. O6te ot v4era ve4erta sled 12 sa zapo4nali da mi se vkl i da mi pra6tat smsi :) napravo si umiram ot kef... subrah gi 21 (sun) za koeto sum adski priznatelna :) i blagodarq na vs :) obi4am vi adski mn..... i mi lipsvate :) nai golqmata iznenada doide ot telefonno obajdane n2 :) za denq... love you marti :) {}{}{}{}{} (hug) denqt be6e strahotno slun4ev :) ne 4e ne6to ama 6toto mi e rd... :D:D:D:D:D:D vidqh si i mn hora koito adski mn obi4am.... abeee - It's a beautiful day!!!



Sweet shadow, my sweet shadow...

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 21:00:00 +0000

Mainata i na tupata 4ehiq...!!! vzima mi edin ot horata koito nai mn obi4am na toq 6iban svqt... tolkova mn se nujdaq ot tebe v momenta.... surceto me boli 4e si tolkova dale4e... i trqbva da 4akam 4ak do koleda?!?!?!!?!? za6to..... :( ne iskam....Linkin Park - My December(tvoita pesen - ironiqta e 4e 4ak togava 6te te vidq)this is my decemberthis is my time of the year this is my december this is all so clear this is my december this is my snow covered home this is my december this is me alone and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missedand i take back all the things i said to make you feel like that and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed and i take back all the things that i said to you and i give it all away just to have somewhere to go to give it all away to have someone to come home to this is my december these are my snow covered dreams this is me pretending this is all i need and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missedand i take back all the things i said to make you feel like that and i just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed and i take back all the things that i said to you and i give it all away just to have somewhere to go to give it all away to have someone to come home to this is my december this is my time of the year this is my december this is all so clear P.S. Lipsvat mi i drugite 4astici na moeto surce, o4ilatoto pile si zamina, 4ervenata kotka i tq mi e dale4e, malkoto rozovoto i to, i hekar - muzikalen pomiqr, i Vani4ka, i Ev4eto (koqto e mn blizko do men) i Ri4kata, i semeistvoto mi... lispvat mi i vs drugi 4astici na moeto surce koito ne sum spomenala 4e nqma mi stigne 1 post... [...]



Long live Love... ( Da jivee lubovta...)

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:24:00 +0000

Любовта е най - великото чувство на света а хората които тя е сполетяла могат да се нарекът щастливци. Аз познавам двама такива. Момичето ми е супер близък човек. Не вярвам да има нещо което да не мога да и кажа. Тя е мъничкото, сладичко Ев. А Радо е голям сладур. Вчера се запознах с него и мога само да кажа че не съм виждала двама души които да са по влюбени. Адски мн се радвам за тях защото съм сигурна че и двамата заслужават такова щастие. Освен това са толкова еднакви като интереси и способности че човек почва да се чуди как те не са се познавали до сега??? :) Истинската любов си личи от километри, а тяхната се вижда дори от по - далече. От сега искам да кажа на Радо ЧРД и да му пожелая да е мн щастлив и влюбен, да е обграден само от верни и истински приятели и късмета винаги да е на негова страна. ...това стихотворение е специално за вас и вашата любов...РайСред черната пустошна изпепелената горащастлив/а съм, че те имам,че съдбата ни събра.От твоя смях щастлив/а съм,от твоя слънчев подлед,от сладките целувки,ухаещи на пролет,от думите ти нежни,изречени с любов - вечно да ги чувам,на всичко съм готов/а.Ако сме двама в ададали ще разберемили че рай това есъс теб ще се кълнем.Раят е където се намираш ти.Защо ми е небето? Защо са ми мечти?Ти си ми реалност. Ти си ми една.Ти си нежна ласка, ти си топлина.Обичам те такава/ъв, каквато/ъвто си сега. Обичай ме, мисли ме,изгаряй като менв любовен пламък двамада бъдем всеки ден.И никой да не можеинтрига да посеев добрия огън злотозад нас да си изтлее.[...]



Linkin Park...

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 20:44:00 +0000

(image) Linkin Park - Leave Out All the Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cuz no else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know


CHORUS
When my time comes
Forget the world what I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be next
Don't resent me
When you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
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Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know

CHORUS
Forgetting All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

CHORUS
Forgetting All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are



Karti4ka for the loved ones

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 07:22:00 +0000

(image) Poneje ima mn hora na koito iskam da pratq karti4ka puk ako kupq na vs 6te bankrutiram, re6ih da osuvremenq tazi tradiciq i da vi q postna tuka :)

Tazi karti4ka izpra6ta: mn slun4eva lubov, mideni usmivki, morski pregrutki, pqsu4ni celuvki i mn mn morska lubov na:

Desi, Vesi, Cveti, Dina, Qni4ka, Cvetit{}, Ri4i, Pinky, Jorj, Marto, Hari, Sa6ko, Nadeto, Benz i Mimeto, Rali4ka, drugata Rali4ka, Viki, Mimi(na desi), Za Moito slunce Vanq i neiniq Mitko, za Venci i negovata sladka bratov4edka Vesi, za Moita nai-golemi slun4ica - bratov4edite mi( Vasko i Moni), za Alex i cqlata kompaniq ot 6umen, za Kremi, za Irinka, za dqdovcite mi, za Mihaela i Stoan4o(koito ne sum 4uvala ot miliard godini), malkata sladka Poli, du6icite Ev i Em, i poneje sega stavam i mi se spi o6te, ako se setq nqkoi drug zaslujava6t karti4ka 6te mu dobavq imeto i sujelqvam 4e ne sum se setila sega... Love you all... tova sa horata koito love i mi lipsvat (hugs)



Update ot moreto...

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 06:53:00 +0000

(image) uff.... izgorqh i to mnnn gadno :( i boliii i moje6 da si izpurji6 qice na gurba i na kraka mi .... ouch!!!!
Sadly mackata ne sum az... no poneje sega nqmam moq si snimka v momenta q slagam neq. vuprei 4e ne i li4i da q boli kolkoto mene :) a na moreto e n1 :) tonight - primorsko is wayting:) hugs and kisses to all the people i love :) miss you guys :P



Making Love

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 06:27:00 +0000

(image) When love is lost and all the trust is gone and we feel like the world's biggest foolsjust becaust we couldn't see what was obvious. Or at least what others saw. Love blinds us.It just completely blinds us, everything goes from quiet to so loud just in a few seconds and we are helpless. The trees feel alone, the sun cries, the river flow backwards and we are lifted by the very thought of being loved. Hugs are the only way to say things to oneanother without sounding stupid or even funny. Things like - Don't you worry, i'll be there for you.I'll catch you if you would fall. You can always lean on me. I got you, you'll be save. etc.Kisses are like heaven when you're close to eachother and your hands scann every little piece of the other's body. Holding hands is the sweetest thing it's like you're being taught, ormastered by a person who can protect you from every single thing and the way that he gently sqeezes your hand shows you that he is excited... :(God is a DJ - pz Des) Love is like a plane it takes you straight into the air and when it's time you land. Sadlylove is like a plane and when something goes wrong you crash before you know it. And youmust be really lucky if you get out of this unharmed or with very little wounds. But this shouldn't scare you and put you off of love because sometimes this crash is so worthed!!! :P



Ne6to novo ei taka ot stresa...

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 06:25:00 +0000

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Mnogo dulgo vreme mislih za kakvo da bude tozi post i nakraq razbrah...v momenta minavam prez edin mn vajen period ot jivota si - taka nare4enata kandidat-studentska kampania. Tozi period e osobeno stresira6t osobeno kato si ima6 na gla-vata 2-ma roditeli koito isterqsvat za nai-malkoto i produljavat da ti napomnqt kolkoba6 vajno e vs i kak jivota ti e napulno propilqm ako vij ne6to ne se polu4i po planovete.4ovek si pravi nqkvi planove i si gradi me4ti a na vs otgore biva stresiran i ovikan...V momenta se 4uvstvam super pritesnena 4akaiki rezultatite, oba4e dokato tozi post stigne do bloga bude6teto mi ve4e 6te e izvestno, no tozi fakt ni nai malko ne me uspokoqvav momenta... imam nujda ot ne6to. ne6to novo, ne6to neizvestno, ne6to koeto da ostane katohubav spomen ot nepokornite mi mladini, imam nujda da znam 4e nqma problem ako sburkam. imam nujda ot hora okolo sebe si, no ne nqkakvi si hora a edni opredeleni, imam nujda da znam4e tova koeto se slu4va 6te e isinsko i 4e nqma da se prevurne v porednite sulzi za hora koito"ne zaslujavat" ili po to4no "nepodhodq6ti" horica... Imam nujda ot sex... (tova mai ne trqva6e da go kazvam), ne ba6 sex de po skoro lubov, imamnujda ot stabilnost, ot muj!!! do sebe si, ot surce koeto da me obi4a za6toto az sum gotovada otvurna na tazi obi4, iskam da se subujdam v ne4ii pregrutki, da me celuvat - az da celuvam i tn i tn :) drugite ne6ta sled 1 4asa...(xixixi (chuckle) - da vladi pozna - tova sum az!!!)Moje bi vs tova ne trqbva6e da go pi6a, no ako ne go bqh napisala nqma6e da sum az(prosto sum takava). Moje tozi post da zvu4i egoisti4no i tupo i nz si o6te kvo no tova e na4ina po koito se 4uvstvam i iskam da uverq ostanalite 4e vupreki 4e tuk pi6e kakvo iskamtova ne zna4i 4e zabravqm okolnite, prosto ponqkoga mi se struva 4e bukvalno jiveq za drugitedali e pravilno ne znam znam samo 4e ne e polezno, ili pone ne za men. (Cause i suffer later)V momenta si sedq slu6am si muzi4ka (ni6to 4e sestra mi toku 6to smeni kanala) i si mislq zatova kakuv moje da e jivota, ili po to4no kakuv ne moje da bude, ne moje da bude siguren, ne moje da bude zadovolitelen ili pone ne tolkova kolkoto mi se iska. Setih se za "Spomen4etosi ot Vladi" i se usmihnah, sorry skupi prosto taka mi deistva6. Vidqh go i onzi usmihnatiq, da znae6 4ovek ti si purvoto mom4e 4iqto usmivka me sgrqva surceto. I da! naistina mi be6e mnmu4no za teb, i da 6te si te gu6na pone o6te edin put predi da zamine6 :) ni6to 4e "tam" ne e prieto taka. tuk e prieto!! tuka daje e jelatelno, kazah ti horata taka izrazqvat privurzanost.Stranno no izvednuj se setih i za sofiiskiq muzikalen promiqr:) i za teb mi be6e mu4noi tebe t mislih kakvo li pravi6 i kak li se spravq6 sus vs tam :) no qvno si dobre ili ponetova mi pokaza tazi ve4er(21-vi iuli, ili pone v sledva6tite 10 min) radvam se 4e pak te vidqhsled vs prez koeto sme minali vse o6te ti si si ti i az sum si az :P prosto sme porasnalino tova ne zna4i 4e ne se se6tam za tebe :) a marto se zaplesna super qko v tupiq komp taq ve4er- off 4ove4e da si doide maika ti 4e mi pisna... !!! :) fani se stegni, draznq se taka i pe4eli6 4erni to4ki 6toto za svedenie, o6te si na izpitatelen srok...



Heartache and pain

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 06:23:00 +0000

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I'm sitting alone in a dark cold room. Looking around, searching for a window... no window!!!
I blink and the place changes, I'm now in a room full of people, sitting in the corner, just looking
I'm invisible and everybody passes me without even taking a look... hello, I'm right here.
I live for the people - a.k.a. - a fucking idiot!!! Never live for other, cause no one cares and tears are always instead of the happy ending. Bitter tears... nothing sweet. It just hurts. And it sucks, and your heart will end up like mine... hole after hole and lots of stitches. Yes, I can no longer feel anything!!! And still I wonder why do I always suffer, I always thing that my heart can't take anymore and then another blow comes around the corner.
Why am I looking for a window? Cause I need some breath, I need air and some space.
I need to stretch my arms without hitting the walls of my mind. Not that I'm narrow minded
it's just the way I did it for myself - and obviously the "Lili" plan - SUCKS!!!
Someone once wrote to me - "you always suffer because you make friends with the wrong people!!!"
And you know what I'm starting to believe he is right. Which isn’t really a positive thing . It just makes me look pathetic and someone who you should feel sorry for. I hate myself. Why? Easy! Because I’m the idiot that lets herself be used by every person who is a little nicer to her. I do everything that is asked from me and what I get in return – 2 sms!!! And why should I get any more…? I only wrote that I feel like garbage… it obviously wasn’t something important enough like … Starcraft!!! And yes I still can’t believe you answer hers and all I got was a short phone call!!! I can’t even begin to explain how much that sucks!!! I need a looser!!! Someone like me, who would actually care about me, at least that would happen once in my life so far. Ok, I lied, there are people who care about me, my girl friends and my family. I have so many friends who are boys and every time everything ends bad for me, and this time isn’t promising anything better so far. There are people who will get hurt by this… sorry, I did it on purpose!!! I’m just so sick and tired of me being the girl that always gets screwed and always cries in the end. In that play I’ve had the main role since I was born. And I’m very tired to be the girl with the tears every time.